FEB 2004

So I worked that if you don't desire something it is a whole lot easier to give it up. So I am spending a whole lot of my energy trying to remove my desire for things.

If I don't desire sleep then perhaps getting up will be easier. If I don't desire time to myself then perhaps not having any will not be such a awful blow. If I don't desire for tomorrow to be any thing different than today then perhap this disatification with my current life will melt away.

Giving up the desire for something is a lot easier to say than to do. But I am working on it.