6/5/04
I read an article on being less selfish witn my time. Well it wasn't about it but the author talked about how having children made her less selfish with her time. Decide to fight my first thought on the article"Well goody goody for you love"

I think I am less selfish than I use to be but still I have a long way to go. Aim of the week to think about the selfishness of my time.

Its so hard though. I think when you have children later (ie not in your 20's) you have lived a life as an adult where you do what you want. You carve out a little nooke in your world of this you like to do, things that suit you, energise you, relax you, fulfil you and then you have to suddenly devote you time to things outside of those activities.

Its just difficult to change the way you live. Actually the difficult part of changing the way you FEEL about the way you live.